I'm lost...

You were never mine in the first place. It wasn't real. They all happened in a dream. Funny thing is, this feeling I have is real I still love you when basically it never happened...

What I am to you is not real...but I love you and long for you still.

I was just there at the right time and right moment in your life... I remember everything like it was yesterday. I gotta stop (but I know I won't). There's only one thing I'm very sure of right now. Everything else is confusion. Why do I care this much and it seems like you don't? I love you...you said you do (did) too. She shouldn't have let you go. So we wouldn't have found each other. But then again, no regrets. Only a few knew, it was the greatest story never told. I need to let go. God give me strength to let go and let him be...

At least I'll have the peace of mind of that I did and tried everything...why do I still feel there's something missing? GAH! Shuttup mind! Or is it my HEART??!

"Finish every day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be cumbered with your old nonsense. This day is all that is good and fair. It is too dear, with its hopes and invitations, to waste a moment on the yesterdays." Ralph Waldo Emerson

Always "Hang in There"

Difficulties arise in the lives of us all. What is most important is dealing with the hard times, coping with the changes, and getting through to the other side where the sun is still shining just for you.

It takes a strong person to deal with tough times and difficult choices, But you are a strong person. It takes courage. But you possess the inner courage to see you through. It takes being an active participant in your life. But you are in the driver's seat, and you can determine the direction you want tomorrow to go in. 

Hang in there... and take care to see that you don't lose sight of the one thing that is constant, beautiful, and true. Everything will be fine - and it will turn out that way because of the special kind of person you are.

So... beginning today and lasting a lifetime through - hang in there, and don't be afraid to feel like the morning sun is shining...just for you.

Collin McCarty

"I guess in this culture of ever-shortening attention spans, it's good if a song can lift us out of the madness, even if only for a few minutes." Peter Bradley Adams